I
wanted to write something in English but don’t worry I know that I’m not
perfect and my language knowledge is not enough to write novels. But anyway I’ll
write because I want it. Just…read and never think about why I do what I do and
don’t care about my mistakes. They’re just mine; not yours.
So
after all I begin my long tearjerker…no, again no. Delete.
Beginning
number two. Hi everybody I am LiliJ. I am seventeen years old but I’m
waiting for my eighteenth birthday so I see myself as an 18 years old almost
adult. I am from Hungary ,
from a little country, but I wanted to live in Germany
or in Italy , I don’t know
because I like both of them, but at the moment I like Germany
Okey,
let’s continue my CV… I attend to a grammar school but it is called ‘gymnasium’
in my country. My school is in the town but I live 15 kilometres away from the
city centre in a little village called Újudvar so I go to school by bus every
morning. I could say that I hate it or I don’t like it but using busses can be very
interesting. As for the early wake ups it’s worthless but if somebody likes
watching other people’s sleepy and tired face and strong smell then it is the
heaven…
As
for my family I have two sisters, Anna and Emma, Emma is younger and Anna is
older than me so I am in the middle. It is a good place to disappear if the
parents are talking about their children. So I like it. Emma lives with us so
with my mom, dad and me and the spiders in the loft but unfortunately in the
same room as me. Huhh, sometimes it’s really hard to stay calm and peacefully
if you have a noisy sister who doesn’t like the music you wanted to listen to…
So I see her every day and I can say that all day all night because we attend
to the same school.
My older sister doesn’t live with us; she’s
adult already and I haven’t seen her for a long time; I mean the last time we
met was about two years ago so I really miss her. She lives and works in the UK
and last week she went home but I’ve lost the possibility to meet her because I
was in Germany and I’m really sorry about itL I hope I can meet her in the near future.
Both
of my parents are teachers but only my dad works as a teacher. My mom is a
project manager nowadays; when the circumstances in her last employment didn’t
let her teach she completed a course and now she doesn’t want to teach more.
The students don’t make the teaching easy in my country. Nowadays learning is
not in fashion and if somebody learn then everybody call him/her ‘stréber’ and
the teacher’s pet. I don’t like it.
Hmm,
my future plans are a bit difficult. I don’t know, I am not sure that I’ve
already found the right way but I follow the way I’m seeing at the moment so I
think it cannot be so bad.
Firstly I wanted to be an engineer. I decided
to be an engineer and I learnt maths and physics but in a little while I
realised that: 1) it is too hard to me. I wasn’t born to an engineer and I’m
not good enough at the necessary subjects. 2) It is not a typical job for
women. I can’t imagine myself during I’m doing this work among a lot of men. So
it seemed a mission impossible.
After
this ‘engineer’ thing I decided to be a freelance graphic artist. I had no
problems with it, I’m quite good at drawing and painting and at this creative
things and artworks (don’t think that it could work without any practicing. I
am working hard to be better and better. I practice more than 13 hours a week.
So it isn’t as easy as it sounds.) I like this job and I believe I could live
with it. I could improve myself and
develop so my job would be my hobby, too.
The
other choice is to be a teacher. Mostly the teachers in my country have two
subjects to teach, mine would be English and Arts or Drawing I don’t know what
is it in English. Nice, isn’t it? I want to be an English teacher and I don’t
know what it means... But my dictionary is really old; it’s from my dad’s
childhoodJ So this is my plan B. To be a
teacher. But actually I am thinking about working abroad. I like this idea but
I don’t know what my parents think about it because I haven’t told it them yet.
It’s just an idea. But maybe it would be good... I like speaking English and I
can speak a bit German, too, but my accent is pretty interestingJ I learnt it for about 10 years but the first 4
was almost nothing and I forgot a lot of things so if I can I use English
instead of German because it is more easier and I don’t have to pay attention for
the language elements all the time.
I
could imagine that sometime in the future I’m going to write but it is just for
my last years to write about my long, happy and wonderful life........
When
I started to write down this things I didn’t believed that I’ll end it today
but it seems I was faster than my dark side so I’ve already just a few things
to write about.
I
hate balls. And it is the only thing we have in common with the balls. Because
they hate me, too. No, I’m not joking; it is serious. If the ball comes I run
away and save my life. I don’t know and I cannot imagine how can so much people
love these round and angry things. They are so rude and wicked. Just look at
them! Like a bunch of little evils. Ahw,
horrible.....
I
have one more thing what I hate; I think most of you have already felt it or
could imagine what I am thinking about. When I hold my cup of yoghurt in my
hands while I am eating it and the yoghurt gets warm...... guys, it is one of
the worst things all over the world. Of course just after the starving in Ethiopia
It
seems(and it means I am sure that)I ended my first English diary or notice or I
don’t know what it was, I was just writing and writing and never thinking about
why I am doing it....... But thank you for letting me write and thank you for
reading this long and boring sea of wordsJ
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